memandang yang lepas..

mungkin saya masih berharap semua di kembalikan pada saya.
angan2 saya melangit kan?
kejap lagi saya akan sedar dr mimpi..

if u want to leave now.just leave.

im not giving up.
im just trying to look cool and strong enough to live without you.
i want you to leave without worries.
i will begging you in silent that you can't hear what i'll said.
a second after i can't see your back,i'll cry like im dying.

but please.take care of yourself darling.













i wrote this for someone who will leave me.i dont know who..perhaps not the one i love.

tolong la..dont be sarcatism.

bila ko anggap diri ko kawan aku ko xpatut...

1. ajak aku keluar malam balik rumah kau bile mak bapak kau xde kat rumah..
2. bile aku tolak ajakan kau,kau xpatut ckp "member da ade bf,da x igt kat aku"
3. kamon la bro..sekali aku ckp xna,so aku xna la..jgn msg hari2 tulis"kuk,aku na culik ko mlm ni bley"(he prefer to call me kuk=mangkuk,but i still think he is my best fren).
4. bile aku ckp aku syg kau x bermaksud aku na peluk cium kau.

ok,kau boleh ckp dulu aku x mcm ni pon..
aku akn jawab,bile kau da anggap "kawan baik" kau ni pelepas nafsu kau..sori..kau salah org.

tolong la..na kawan,kawan la..
bile aku ckp aku da ade bf,how come kau na culik aku bwk balik umah mlm2.
kalo awek ko wat cmtu ko xmara ke?
ko boleyh plak jwb...

"eleh kuk,ko na setia plak.blah la.."

ok..fine kalo pandangan kau kat aku da berubah sebab aku suke kuar ngn laki..aku jawab..
aku akan kuar dgn laki yg masih aku aku kwn dye je..x lebih dari tu.
paham??

tolongla..aku x kisah ko na anggap aku pompuan mcm mane pon..mmg aku x baek.aku jahat.
tapi sekurg2nye aku x hipokrit mcm org lain..
aku tunjuk prangai aku..
x sorok2..

bile aku belajar utk setia boleh x ko jgn kutuk aku.
aku tau kalau aku setia pon blm tentu lagi bf aku setia.
maybe die akn tgglkn aku jgk bile dye da dpt cari yg lagi bagus dr aku..

waktu tu aku xkn menyesal.sebab aku aggp tu karma..
kalau aku pernah tgglkn org sblm ni.
kalau aku pernah curang dgn org sebelum ni.
kenapa bf aku sekarang x boleh buat bende yang same kat aku?
karma..
tp..bagi aku peluang utk belajar setia.
tolong la..
kau kawan aku kan?
jgn sampai aku lupe yang kau pernah jadi kawan baik aku..

yang saye jumpe balik dalam memory card lame.

sometimes i find myself sittin' back and reminiscing.
especially when i have to watch other people kissin'.
and i remember when u started callin' me your miss's.
all the play fightin',all the flirtatious disses.
i'd tell u sad stories bout my childhood.
i don't why i trusted u,but i knew that i could.
we'd spend the whole weekend lying in your own dirt.
i was just so happy in your boxers an your t-shirt.

dreams,dreams.
of when we had just started things.
dreams of you and me.
it seems,it seems.
that can't shake those memories.
i wonder if you have the same dreams too.

the littlest things that take me there.
i know it sounds lame but its so true.
i know its not right,but it seems unfair.
that the things are reminding me of you.
sometimes i wish we could just pretend.
even if only for one weekend.
so come on, tell me.
is this the end?

drinkin' tea in bed,watching dvd's.
when i discovered all your dirty grotty magazines.
you take me out shopping and all we buy is trainers.
as if we ever needed anything to entertain us.
the first time that u introduced me to your friends
and u could tell i was nervous,so u held my hand.
when i was feeling down,u made that face u do.
there's no one in the world could replace u.


dreams,dreams.
of when we had just started things.
dreams of you and me.
it seems,it seems.
that can't shake those memories.
i wonder if you have the same dreams too.

the littlest things that take me there.
i know it sounds lame but its so true.
i know its not right,but it seems unfair.
that the things are reminding me of you.
sometimes i wish we could just pretend.
even if only for one weekend.
so come on, tell me.
is this the end?




i was cried when i hear this song again yesterday.

kalau la..

figure 1:ahmad kamarul saye ngah wat muke konon2 comel..(mmg pon)



kalau la saye ade ahmad kamarul yang pay attention bile saye ckp.

kalau la saye ade ahmad kamarul yang selalu gelak bile saye cerite bende klaka walaupon dye x rase klaka.



kalau la saye ade ahmad kamarul yang x suke balik kelantan tgglkn saye.



kalau la saye ade ahmad kamarul yang x suke g piza ow mcd drive thru melainkan saye ajak die.(sebab dye suke kakak cantek yang cakap,"terime kaseh,datang lagi!!")
hurm..

bersyukurlah nox.hui..
saye sayang beliau.


notakaki:post nih mcm gedik gile..huh..

dinda rindu.

si bintang pulang.
tinggal dinda seorg.
moga esok lekas datang.
temukan dinda pada si bintang.

5 benda saye benci pasal diri saya.

1. saya cepat suka pada org,tapi....saya takut ckap.

2.bile saya da admit saya suke org..org tu wat hal.saya cepat marah,tapi...saya takut na marah tepat depan muke org tuh.

3.bile saya ade duit..saya suke bg org pinjam,tapi...saya xde duit lepas tu.

4.bile saya da kering langsung duit,saya na mintak balik duit tu,tapi....sayea takut.pastu halalkan je.

5.bile saya rasa sakit,saya slalu wat muke kesian n harap org pujuk saya.tapi...biasenye xde org kisah pon saye merajuk.