this is for you- the one that i love.

" after meeting u,

i learned that coffee and cigarettes must be together,

and cigarette must with a lighter,

i learned that lighter must be on top of a desk,

if i was sitting at a desk now,

while smoke a cigarette and drinking coffee, 

as if am taking you in,

pushing down the smoke deep inside my chest,

i could've written down

letter by letter that i love u."

-love me not-

sempurna cela

tak mungkin bisa

aku menjadi manusia sempurna

punya cinta sempurna

punya hati sempurna

punya mulut sempurna

punya diri yang sempurna

tak mungkin bisa

aku menjadi sesempurna kamu

tak mungkin bisa aku menjadi seperti kehendakmu

tak mungkin bisa aku gembira bila terpaksa meninggalkan

tak mungkin bisa aku rasa gembira bila lihat kau menangis

tak mungkin aku puas hati bila lihat kau jatuh dengan tangan aku

maafkan aku

aku sangat tak sempurna

aku sangat tidak mampu

aku hanya ingin diri aku

aku hanya ingin cinta aku

aku tak mahu mengubah ape2

aku mahu begini

biar kau kata aku tidak mampu

tapi sekurang2nya

aku tidak lagi menyusahkan manusia

biar aku dengan dunia aku

biar kau sakit sekarang

biar kau sedar sekarang

betapa tak sempurna aku disisi kau

cela aku yang banyak menyakitkan kau

maafkan aku

aku tidak mampu teruskan

aku mahu begini

biar aku sendiri..

"some people just can't trust others..im understand. but i can't understand when a lover can't trust each other..and i dont think its love anymore..the love is gone"

with love,

the other person.

lagu menarik=)

ok lagu die biase je sebenarnya bagi aku...

tapi sebab name band tu goodnight electric kot..

en.mono bukan nama sebenar telah membagi link nye kepada saye..

oh terharu..

padahal boleh je crik sendiri kan..

hahaha..keh...layan=)          with <3,

senyap

aku mahu senyap

mahu tinggalkn semua

mahu tinggalkan kawan2

kerana mereka pun telah tinggalkan aku.

aku x marah

mahupun berdendam

kerana mereka sibuk

dan aku pun sibuk

aku mahu tinggalkn dan ditinggalkan

aku mahu seorang

biar aku sunyi

aku mahu seorang

biar aku hilang dari mereka

mungkin aku tidak layak

kerana aku tidak cantik

kerana aku miskin

kerana aku membosankan

kerana aku pelik..mungkin

siapa tahu

tapi aku akn ingat mereka

seperti mereka ingat pada aku.

mungkin mereka ingat..

kalau x igt aku pun boleh lupekan mereka.

kerana mungkin Allah takdirkan mereka 

hanya sebagai kenangan buat aku=)

siapa tahu kan?

angan-angan hanya angan-angan

sampai bila2 pun

tapi kalau termakbul

alhamdulillah.

with love,

the new person=)

the scientist-coldplay

amy winehouse- to know him is to love him

p/s: this song sound like a lullaby..but i love the lyrics..the late amy winehouse=)  good nite.

true- ryan cabrera

pulau redang.

saje nak bagitau

mane tahu ade orang jeles dengan aku..

mcm la ramai sangat bace blog ni..haha

AKU DAPAT BUAT PRAKTIKAL KAT PULAU REDANG=)

gudnite semua..

unfair judgement

dont ever judge people by their past.

people are always change as time past.

u also change as fast as time.

dont ever say that u trust ure partner

but in the same time u are asking with who they out for

THOUSAND TIME.

its not really trust. u know.

radit dan jani

"aku sayang kamu bodoh"

maybe ramai dah tengok citer ni..
aku baru jeh tengok selepas di suruh dan dipaksa oleh cik sunshine (izzah abd malik)..
die xde la kejam sangat sampai paksa saya tgk muvie..
hahaha..

best! betul2 best..betul2 berbaloi tido pukul 4 pagi.
berbaloi tisu yang dihabiskan..best betul2 best..
antara cerita cinta yang polos pernah aku lihat..jujur sangat.
sesiapa yang belum tengok silalah cari di youtube..
tapi citer dye agak 'terbuka' sikit..
dalam bahasa mudah citer ni sensored sikit..
so sesiapa yang kurang faham atau kurang suka dengan keterbukaan didalam filem..
jangan tengok la.hehe..

sekali lagi cerita ni bukan cerita cinta klise..
cerita ni best..cerita yang hampir tiada unsur meterialistik..

adele- someone like you

mungkin suatu hari lagu ini untuk awak.=)

                               "sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

-someone like you-adele.

seperti judi..

kalau ade nasib kita kawen

kalau tak kite break.

no points to regret.

saya masih dalam penungguan dari yg bertahun dulu

tapi saya xpernah memaksa

saya hanya duduk lihat dan menunggu

kalau saya bosan menunggu saya bercinta

walaupun saya tahu xkn kekal lama.

ini semua seperti judi..

kalau ada nasib saya dia pandang datang peluk rangkul dan pegang saya.

itu saja.

ujian seterusnye

 beri saya kekuatan.

semua yang membaca

beri saya doa kalian

biar saya lepas ujian kali ni

ini ujian kedua terbesar dalam hidup sy

saya bersyukur sebab tuhan tetap turunkan ujian untuk saya

walaupun saya selalu lupakan DIA

beri saya peluang kali ini

doakan saya lepas kali ini.

terima kasih.

selamat untuk saya

hari ni hari jadi saye yang ke 18. eh  22..
dan hadiahnya ialah...saya hilang kekasih dan cinta..

tapi saya x heran sebab saya ramai kawan2 dan sahabat.
selamat untuk saye..

Cause nobody's perfect =) (nobody's perfect - jessie j)

When I'm nervous I have this thing, yeah, I talk too much
Sometimes I just can't shut the hell up
It's like I need to tell someone, anyone who'll listen
And that's where I seem to fuck up

Yeah, I forget about the consequences
For a minute there I lose my senses
And in the heat of the moment my mouth starts going
The words start flowing, oh

But I never meant to hurt you
I know it's time that I learned to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learned

I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
'Cause now I'm the one that's hurting, yeah

And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we had is broken
Don't tell me you can't forgive me
'Cause nobody's perfect
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, nobody's perfect, no

If I could turn back the hands of time
I swear I never would've crossed that line
I should of kept it between us
But, no, I went and told the whole world how I feel and oh

So I sit and I realize
With these tears falling from my eyes
I gotta change if I wanna keep you forever
I promise that I'm gonna try

But I never meant to hurt you
I know it's time that I learned to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learned

I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
'Cause now I'm the one that's hurting, yeah

And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
'Cause nobody's perfect
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, nobody's perfect

I'm not a saint, no, not at all, but what I did, it wasn't cool
But I swear that I'll never do that again to you, oh
I'm not a saint, no, not at all, but what I did, it wasn't cool
But I swear that I'll never do that again to you, yeah

I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
'Cause now I'm the one that's hurting, yeah

And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
'Cause nobody's perfect, no

I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
'Cause now I'm the one that's hurting, yeah

And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we had is broken
So tell me you can forgive me
'Cause nobody's perfect, yeah, yeah, whoa

Don't tell me, don't tell
Don't tell me you can't forgive me
No, no, no, no
'Cause nobody's perfect, no

rock cycle?

di ambil dari cotd.edu.

esaimen..esaimen..esaimen...

baru second week da ade esaimen.(saya memang pemalas)

perhentian island

bestnye kalau dapat pergi lagi dengan 'kite2'

kan?

laut,pantai,nelayan,pemandu boat,snorkeling,mat saleh hensem,"jenga"(betol ke x aku eja?)

haih..

semuanya sangat BEST!

p/s: tibe2 tengah berangan nak pegi lagi sem ni..

baru teringat..monsun dah nak sampai..

semua pulau nak tutup dah..

haha..

sem depan la kalau ade rezeki..

jom ramai2!

b.b cream garnier

selepas basuh muke dengan sabun papaya(idl)

[sebelum pakai b.b cream garnier]

selepas gune b.b cream tersebut

ade beza x?

cubelah!!

 bangunkan aku

dan papahlah

kerana aku sudah cacat

dan kepala aku sangat berat!

haih..

i who have nothing (but i do love you!)

   

I, I who have nothing

I, I who have no one
Adore you and want you so
I'm just a no one with nothing to give you but, oh
I love you

You, you buys her diamonds
Bright, sparkling diamonds
But, believe me, dear, when I say
That she can give you the world
But she'll never love the way
I love you

Yo can take her any place she wants
To fancy clubs and restaurants
But I can only watch you with
My nose pressed up against the window pane, ooh

I, I who have nothing, oh
I, I who have no one
Must watch you go dancing by
Wrapped in the arms of somebody else when, darling, it's I
Who loves you

I love you
I love you 

p/s:it's really touched my heart..amaaaaaaaaaazzzing performance.