random monolog

November 22, 2011

pulau redang.

saje nak bagitau
mane tahu ade orang jeles dengan aku..
mcm la ramai sangat bace blog ni..haha

AKU DAPAT BUAT PRAKTIKAL KAT PULAU REDANG=)
gudnite semua..

November 17, 2011

unfair judgement

dont ever judge people by their past.
people are always change as time past.
u also change as fast as time.

dont ever say that u trust ure partner
but in the same time u are asking with who they out for
THOUSAND TIME.
its not really trust. u know.



November 14, 2011

radit dan jani

"aku sayang kamu bodoh"

maybe ramai dah tengok citer ni..
aku baru jeh tengok selepas di suruh dan dipaksa oleh cik sunshine (izzah abd malik)..
die xde la kejam sangat sampai paksa saya tgk muvie..
hahaha..

best! betul2 best..betul2 berbaloi tido pukul 4 pagi.
berbaloi tisu yang dihabiskan..best betul2 best..
antara cerita cinta yang polos pernah aku lihat..jujur sangat.
sesiapa yang belum tengok silalah cari di youtube..
tapi citer dye agak 'terbuka' sikit..
dalam bahasa mudah citer ni sensored sikit..
so sesiapa yang kurang faham atau kurang suka dengan keterbukaan didalam filem..
jangan tengok la.hehe..

sekali lagi cerita ni bukan cerita cinta klise..
cerita ni best..cerita yang hampir tiada unsur meterialistik..

October 28, 2011

adele- someone like you



mungkin suatu hari lagu ini untuk awak.=)
                               "sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"
-someone like you-adele.
seperti judi..

kalau ade nasib kita kawen
kalau tak kite break.
no points to regret.
saya masih dalam penungguan dari yg bertahun dulu
tapi saya xpernah memaksa
saya hanya duduk lihat dan menunggu
kalau saya bosan menunggu saya bercinta
walaupun saya tahu xkn kekal lama.

ini semua seperti judi..
kalau ada nasib saya dia pandang datang peluk rangkul dan pegang saya.
itu saja.

October 27, 2011

ujian seterusnye

 beri saya kekuatan.
semua yang membaca
beri saya doa kalian
biar saya lepas ujian kali ni
ini ujian kedua terbesar dalam hidup sy
saya bersyukur sebab tuhan tetap turunkan ujian untuk saya
walaupun saya selalu lupakan DIA
beri saya peluang kali ini
doakan saya lepas kali ini.
terima kasih.

October 17, 2011

selamat untuk saya

hari ni hari jadi saye yang ke 18. eh  22..
dan hadiahnya ialah...saya hilang kekasih dan cinta..

tapi saya x heran sebab saya ramai kawan2 dan sahabat.
selamat untuk saye..

October 14, 2011

Cause nobody's perfect =) (nobody's perfect - jessie j)

When I'm nervous I have this thing, yeah, I talk too much
Sometimes I just can't shut the hell up
It's like I need to tell someone, anyone who'll listen
And that's where I seem to fuck up

Yeah, I forget about the consequences
For a minute there I lose my senses
And in the heat of the moment my mouth starts going
The words start flowing, oh

But I never meant to hurt you
I know it's time that I learned to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learned

I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
'Cause now I'm the one that's hurting, yeah

And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we had is broken
Don't tell me you can't forgive me
'Cause nobody's perfect
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, nobody's perfect, no

If I could turn back the hands of time
I swear I never would've crossed that line
I should of kept it between us
But, no, I went and told the whole world how I feel and oh

So I sit and I realize
With these tears falling from my eyes
I gotta change if I wanna keep you forever
I promise that I'm gonna try

But I never meant to hurt you
I know it's time that I learned to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learned

I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
'Cause now I'm the one that's hurting, yeah

And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
'Cause nobody's perfect
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, nobody's perfect

I'm not a saint, no, not at all, but what I did, it wasn't cool
But I swear that I'll never do that again to you, oh
I'm not a saint, no, not at all, but what I did, it wasn't cool
But I swear that I'll never do that again to you, yeah

I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
'Cause now I'm the one that's hurting, yeah

And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we had is broken
So don't tell me you can't forgive me
'Cause nobody's perfect, no

I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
'Cause now I'm the one that's hurting, yeah

And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we had is broken
So tell me you can forgive me
'Cause nobody's perfect, yeah, yeah, whoa

Don't tell me, don't tell
Don't tell me you can't forgive me
No, no, no, no
'Cause nobody's perfect, no

September 20, 2011

rock cycle?

di ambil dari cotd.edu.


esaimen..esaimen..esaimen...
baru second week da ade esaimen.(saya memang pemalas)

September 17, 2011

perhentian island





bestnye kalau dapat pergi lagi dengan 'kite2'
kan?
laut,pantai,nelayan,pemandu boat,snorkeling,mat saleh hensem,"jenga"(betol ke x aku eja?)
haih..
semuanya sangat BEST!

p/s: tibe2 tengah berangan nak pegi lagi sem ni..
baru teringat..monsun dah nak sampai..
semua pulau nak tutup dah..
haha..
sem depan la kalau ade rezeki..
jom ramai2!

September 16, 2011

b.b cream garnier

selepas basuh muke dengan sabun papaya(idl)
[sebelum pakai b.b cream garnier]

selepas gune b.b cream tersebut


ade beza x?
cubelah!!

 bangunkan aku
dan papahlah
kerana aku sudah cacat
dan kepala aku sangat berat!

haih..

September 14, 2011

i who have nothing (but i do love you!)

   




I, I who have nothing
I, I who have no one
Adore you and want you so
I'm just a no one with nothing to give you but, oh
I love you

You, you buys her diamonds

Bright, sparkling diamonds
But, believe me, dear, when I say
That she can give you the world
But she'll never love the way
I love you

Yo can take her any place she wants

To fancy clubs and restaurants
But I can only watch you with
My nose pressed up against the window pane, ooh

I, I who have nothing, oh

I, I who have no one
Must watch you go dancing by
Wrapped in the arms of somebody else when, darling, it's I
Who loves you

I love you

I love you 

p/s:it's really touched my heart..amaaaaaaaaaazzzing performance.
"datanglah dalam hati saya.
ketuk pintunya dan masuk selepas di buka
teroka hingga ke dasarnya
cari kalau kalau ada rung disana."

saya tunggu dengan senyuman.
dari cinta untuk cinta:kadijah.

September 12, 2011

have you ever really loved a woman



To really love a woman
To understand her - you gotta know her deep inside
Hear every thought - see every dream
N' give her wings - when she wants to fly
Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
Ya know ya really love a woman

When you love a woman you tell her
that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
Cuz she needs somebody to tell her
that it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really
- really really ever loved a woman?

To really love a woman
Let her hold you -
til ya know how she needs to be touched
You've gotta breathe her - really taste her
Til you can feel her in your blood
N' when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
Ya know ya really love a woman

When you love a woman
you tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
Cuz she needs somebody to tell her
that you'll always be together
So tell me have you ever really -
really really ever loved a woman?

You got to give her some faith - hold her tight
A little tenderness - gotta treat her right
She will be there for you, takin' good care of you
Ya really gotta love your woman...
 
 
 
p/s: bryan adam's song..real sweet and gentleman.

August 16, 2011

Its a long journey babe

Lame sgt x menyape blogspot...sbb hidup aku hanye ade perkataan gembira..

May 07, 2011

kalau cinta itu kuat adalah......jangan dirisaukan.. adalah....doakan aje=)

April 30, 2011

akhir2 ni..byk sangat berfantasi
akhir2 ni...byk sangat keluar perkataan kalau dari mulut aku
bukan dari mulut pon
dari otak turun ke hati yang pakse aku berangan

tgk will n kate kawen..berangan kot2 leh kawen ngn anak raje..
kaye...hehe
dulu mase kecik aku rase xde la aku ni mate duitan sangat..
sebab dulu kalau aku berangan pon
mesti berangan na bercinte dgn abg hensem, suare sedap, pandangan mate dye yg tajam..

tp bile aku da tue ni...aku berangan na kawen dgn org kaye..
xpon berangan aku kaye tp bercinta dgn lelaki di dalam perenggan ke2..
hehe..


ade org pernah cakap pada aku "xsalah berangan..aku pon suke berangan.." aku xtau sama ade dye btol2 ckp kat aku atau aku berangan dye ckp dgn aku..tp lepas tu xpernah sehari pon dalam hidup aku, aku x berangan pasal dye...walaupun aku tau...ape yang aku angankan..x mungkin boleh jadi...tp..mcm dye ckp.
x salah  kite berangan..=)

April 03, 2011

penakut

"dan aku memang penakut
mengakui cinta kepadamu
seribu kali ku cuba ucapkan
bila bersamamu
kau bukan milikku
dan engkau pun tahu
kau bukan milikku"

yuna-penakut

April 02, 2011

sepertinya

sepertinya dia sedang memandang
sepertinya aku sedang di telek

kemudian dia berpaling dengan laju
jalan perlahan2,kemudian berlari

sepertinya aku melihat dia sudah terlalu jauh
terlalu tidak mampu digapai
sepertinya aku patut membiarkan sanhaja
putus asa

kemudian aku sedar
aku memang patut untuk putus asa
tapi hati aku masih mahu menunggu dia..
bagaimana lagi?
tunggu sahajalah.=)

sekelip mata kau lari dari aku
tapi aku xpernah berhenti menunggu
maaflah~aku sudah cuba